last night

Last night i ate a rushed dinner with old and new friends. Ran to the California Theatre, lit up like Christmas, into art deco splendour. Japanese sound and video artist performance...bleeps...clangs...nasa pictures...nails though my seat. Vagued out in parts and thought again about andy.

Drinks afterwards, so many accents, my voice like sandpaper. Sick, happy, sad at times, sharing heartbreak stories with beautiful women, michelle, amanda, samaya, in glamour bar, laughing too. Wondering can you ever really teach a new lover how to be good in bed? A bit tipsy, back to plush hotel room, king sized bed and thoughts again..again...